I wish.....

Akhirnya gw terima juga itu surat undangan. Rasanya.... beneran deg2an serasa itu undangan kawinan gw. Heheheheheh.... i used to love him so much. I even did a backstreet thing with him. oh my God. Now he’s leaving me. somehow I think we can try, we might try again. Now it’s really over. I know that he’s a good guys, a good listener indeed. He offered me nothing but himself.
Oh God!!! Why I let him go at that time??

I know my mom was shock too when she saw the invitation. She has never imagined that I still keep my relation with him.

I know it’s too late now. I know I have to let go of him now.
I know I should be happy for him now
I know I should come to his wedding to show that I support him with all my heart

I could never turn back the time
Even if I could, I wouldn’t do it
God must have something better for me
I do believe in that

It’s all about ‘misteri Illahi’