Perfection

‘she is perfect and she’s all that I need. But I don’t feel the sparks’ hemm…. Exactly what I feel and think. Not everything needs the sparks. Sometimes all it needs to do just a vibe, a tune that shows you and him are on the same tune.
Yeah…. Yeah…. Yeah…. Happy thoughts would not be the same with reality.

This year is going to be very big step for me guys. A bit scary imagining what would next year be like for me. Most likely I’d get the promotion and gonna be very busy. Double if you compare it with 2005. Just got a call from my boss. He told me that I’m going to be very busy for next month, not only for moderating groups and reporting but also for traveling. He said on the 11th I need to be in Bangkok to watch how the first group there. Go back to Jakarta and run the groups on the 13 and 14 of January. Then on the 17th of January, need to be in Hong Kong for the presentation. It sounds cool but on the other hand, it scares me to death. And I feel like I am changing. Now I start to make list and try to organize everything. LISTS???? Definitely not me. PLANS???? Please deh ah…

For example, picnic to TMII on Saturday, believe it or not, I make the list guys. Things to do before we go, whom to sms, who brings what. What kind of things that we’re going to do there. Eucks!!! Not me at all guys…. What kind of transformation is this? Is this part of being an adult??