Confused

We made it.
Dunno what I should feel about him now.
Love? Can say outloud ABSOLUTELY NOT
Like? Not really…
Crush? Don’t think so
FIL? Or even GIL? This love department starts to drive me crazy!

He talked a lot bout the girls.
Don’t really care much about it.
Not even a jealousy – If that what he’s trying to do.
I completely ignored him with all his girls-stories
I got what I want and for me that’s it!
Finito.

HTS is supposed to be like this, right?
No feeling, no liking, no crush, no love, nothing.
Just lust and then we go on with our own lives.
I learnt from my previous lesson J
Living separately.

Why suddenly he is so pushy asking me to have a boyfriend?
Mind your own business darling…. Not interested in any steady relationship yet.
If you want to get a girlfriend for yourself, go get her.
No need to worry about me.
Am fine here.